sekai ni...

in this world, ppl are happy.
in this world, ppl are sad.

who is there to make you happy? who gives you hope? who tells u that there are angels, that there is good in this world?
to wat distance is the sky? wat is life, if it is but a struggle to live....? wat is love? who tells u these things? who gives u these things? who created the gods of this world?
whose words will make u smile? on whose wings will you fly?

in this world, we live for one another. we've created the distinction between good and evil, we've created the gods of this world.

sekai ni..isshou ni...

together, in this world. who sings u lullabys? who gives u hope through their art? whose music turns your being with emotion? whose smile let's u live one more time.

who says, "im here with you."?

nigen da.

humans do. we live for one another, we sing eachothers songs, we write about great heros who lift the world on their shoulders. who sing about falling and getting up again. we draw about love. we fill one another's lives with companionship - we've got a whole support system set up for oneanother. through someone else's music, who lives all the way on the other side of the world, and whom doesnt even kno of my existence, i can smile. i can smile cause they made that music to give hope to someone, to that person who needs it. to me, to u, to anyone.

i now understand wat those "crazy" people meant when they said that we humans are the gods of this world. we dream about better places, and they come alive through our "imagination."

but where do u draw the line. when can u say that what ur imaging doesnt exist?

yume da yume da. sadame da.....

we come up with these words. dream. destiny. we create hope for ourselves.

aiiissuurru. love.

we've created the means to banish evil, from our hearts we can fight off the evil. why? why? because it comes from us, because we created these terms, because we can weild a mystical sword of light and banish all evil. we can lift the dark flames and heal with cleansing ones. if we say this, it can be done, ne thing is achievable. the mind is limitless!
and when someone steps forward, distrupting our dreams, when we are taken advantage of by our own kind - we rise. we lift to the sky, we cry, we drown in sorrow, but it is always there, always that ability. and when someone steps up and grasps it, when the world cries, "u cant do this!" they fight with all their hearts, they fight to make amens!
see how the people gave their hearts to the ppl of the tsunami! see how the world rushed to their aid? with the right leadership, with the proper aim of our hopes and dreams...together we can make it better.
nothing is impossible. maybe people use that as some sort of naive dream. maybe we falsely fill our lives with hopes and dreams, just to cover up the insanity of this world.
but wat does that mean...does that make our hopes and dreams false? no.

in a dystopian novel, 1984, we see the ultimate society. humans are mere resources. but one thing is shown clearly: the power of the mind, the power of the heart....it's hard to explain, but the point is, as long as this person kept on fighting, even after beaten, even after comepletly abused...he still believe. and they knew that...they wanted him to be beaten, before they killed him...they didnt want him to die a martyr (o_o i dunno how to spell)....u should read this book, u can better understand wat im saying...but my point is that this man fought till the very end, unfortunately...in this book, he lost the fight...those ppl are smart...they know how to kill hope.
but thank whatever that 1984 is NOT real. and now..now, with eachother, we can make sure that hope remians. people can kill ppl, but no1 can kill hope. they hafnt achieved that.

sekai ni. sekai ni.

even in this world. we can make our own secret, tiny, little one within it. no matter wat i want u guys to be with me, to be my support. no matter wat i go thru, if u ppl exist in my life. i will always find something to fight for.

living is the struggle to survive. but because of eachother...because of our own existence! we fill our lives with meaning. u control ur destiny! u control ur own meaning to live! give urself one...dream, dream, because in dreaming...it becomes truth.

*BREATHES* i kno u all may b confused as to wat im saying..im finding it so hard to communicate wat i mean...it was a MOA...and then i lost it, and with words i tried to describe my memory of it...

i guess...makenai...

dont give up.

zutto ni, ishhou ni!

together - forever!

-Hoshi